arifah nurhidayati: Juli 2013

Untuk pertama kali ngeblog lagi setelah beberapa lama tidak posting something disini.

Oh trust me, how much i miss do this.

And must you know that a little hard for me to start write a new post. from thinking how i'll start writing? What must i tell here, then who will be the topic of my new post this time.

Oke, how if we discuss about one topic. I'll ask you to help them then please give the best solution.

Do you ever feel have a very close connected with someone who he/she isn't near with you before. then after you have a communication, you're just know that yes she is. yes he is. I mean oke wait give me a little time to think how i tell this. Hmm... Like this.

You have a new friend. For the first time, you're just so so. You're fine. But run time, you both have a closed related. You have same feeling. You're falling in love. You need each other. You're complete each other and you don't want to be separated from each other. Because, you thought that you've doomed to unite. Life is so beautiful for them and perhaps thats their thinking.

But, life is not beautiful at the fact. The fact can make two insane loving each other can be sad, crying, hurt, sick, traumatic, dying, even crazy.

The fact is he has taken by someone and they've long established relationships. So, what for this all? what for you're kind to me? why you do this to me? What must i do? How the way to pretend not to know about this? How must I delete you from my life ? How I ask you to give me back my heart that you steal? How ? oh, until this part i feel sorry for them. especially, she. (especially she? tunggu deh .. ini kok jadi sok tau gini ya aku? :)) haha oke ya lanjut lagi.)

Then, sometimes you can change. your mood can change. your act too. but it doesn't applicable to your feelings. they get bigger. they wild too. almost can't control them. but you have to do. even you have to hidden your feeling in front of him/her. you don't want he/she knows that you're jealous. cause, you dont deserve do.

why i say like that? for the reason is they have same feeling and maybe they know each other feel. but the bad fact is they don't taken each other. perhaps they told what their feel, but they still friend?

but, why they have same feeling like has been long established. why she must jealous and her attitude changed instantly as she felt jealous. She tried to get away. She tried to be not happen. and think that they are fine. and it should be like that. it's so COMPLICATED!

if only time he wasn't good to her. he didn't pay attention to her. maybe none of this would happen. now what ? they stuck at the hard situation and complicated one. for this problem, they just hope they're fine always. and for their feeling. they don't know how it run next. even me, I make up a complicated story for you. sorry for this. hehe

so guys, how about random story above? thats just a sample story. i just make this for add my posting even if they're so random. *lol

oke you can give your command, give the solution for this.

oh iya berhubung ini sudah masuk jam istirahat, saya juga mau istirahat dulu ya... see ya . thank you. :)

oh sorry i wanna share a song at this posting.